"If the world is cold, make it your business to build fires."- Horace Traubel

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create.destroy.recreate.change.live.love.write.breathe.sing. ***** O Lord Jesus please be the candle that extinguishes the darkness in my heart and mind you are perfection and i strive to be like you in everything i do darkness scares me so because i cannot see out the other side and i am only feeling this confusion and lust/ fill me with Your love, peace, and patience/ i seek Your peace i seek to find You Lord im falling out of Your light (so it seems) everyday i am tempted by the pleasures of the world- i will not succomb because Your salvation means more to me than anything You have given me so many beautiful gifts--> [eternal] life, salvation, a mouth (tongue)to preach your love on earth a mind [intellegence] a strong body eyes, ears, hands, a heart to love... I also have my free will... free... freedom... You are the only thing that can make me free... free from pain free from death but i am not free i am still bound to the world by sin ignoring my intuition and what You have taught me [sometimes] make my pure make me free lead me in true love
living poetry in kisses we sublimate- from solid human beings to gaseous particles and float around in the atmosphere I breathe you in and in and in until pieces of you swim around in my lungs and through blood to my heart and fill me with love and warmth I become you you become me for a second we have the capacity to melt together and become one but never quite can because eventually we become(s)us (seperate beings)again and i must be satisfied being seperate from you physically (not spiritually) but still able to feel the warmth you exude (and i am <3) [I love you] ************** kissing is melting is exploding and being recreated in a holier image so innocent *************** there is music and ancient tribal dancing in the sound a pencil makes as it moves across paper--> **************************** nothing is more mathmatical than live itself- -logarythms in kisses algebra in birds flying fractals in the grass- especially since life is love, and love follows and breaks all rules of logic and chaos theories... ***************************** we lay in each others arms in faint resemblance to our parents youth - still childlike in appearence--> but signs of our physical maturity obvious - the rough stubble that brushes my chin when he kisses my face- -the curve of my breast and hips each with luminescent eyes like stars plucked from the heavens and goofy/dreamy countanences we lay in each others arms for hours upon eons upon seconds time spinning away in warm oceans and over the graves of long buried (yet tragic) relationships [teeth and gum smiles] love.enveloping.arms. lips.kissing.brows. legs.entangled-- like our destinies you are I am we are living art not to be blown apart by the wind like piles of heart shaped leaves- ************************ so this is true, love unconditional love -where fear gives way to newer and scarier feelings- emotions long buried or never born at all - where I can do nothing but feel and walk away hoping you arrive home safely
new poetry ***** we are reborn through Jesus Christ transformed through love I dance Sing Play/pray These are gifts God Has given me My (The) Spirit (the same one which rose Christ Jesus from the dead!!) Is very alive inside me It pushes me to do things I never have before--- to have victory over adversary--- to bulldoze through suffering to the solace on the other side to be more powerful than death!!- I will live in the kingdom With my brothers and sisters Which we inherited from the *** Most High *** each step a baby step -each sight new -each smell unfamiliar each day an adventure/ with Jesus we will (hand in hand…) walk roads never before traveled by imagination or human experience ***** all I do is to praise God Jesus the risen Son Jesus- the rising sun [light.energy.warmth.] Praise God!!- You nourish and provide For all I can ever Ask for And things that I cannot understand Or imagine (even with MY imagination) your creativity and imagination inspire me - who would not want to be like you? Gracious- Graceful- Loving - Compassionate- AMAZING AND AWE INSPIRING!! (you rock my world!) ***** *love takes flight on angels' wings kept float by the breath of the Most High* everything I do is for or of you.. my life long love - Jesus Christ!! Through love I will be lifelong- Not human but of the spirit… My heart is filled with love And my body aches to do what is good… ************************** ************************** No outward display of emotion Can replace what was lost So I can cry and scream But the pain will remain Behind my eyes Swimming in my brain and stomach Most stringently- In the spot you nuzzled In my heart Long suffering to - Abrubt and painful goodbyes May the Lord keep you And your suffering pass From painful gasps To peaceful sighs Peace comes from God Mirrored on the faces of babies Collecting on the Lips and chins of weeping mothers -- drips down in drops displacing sand through sadness on barefooted paths The path to Heaven Cuts through suffering All loss will be Restored by the Most High In heaven there will be Puppies and Lost love{r}s [mothers and brothers]